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I think that you’ll save me
So I agree with the world as I see it
I pay a visit to hope and dreams, regularly
Tearing my shoes to shreds
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I don’t complain much
Not even a bit
Inducing myself against me, I honestly lie and promise a world to me
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I am another, made to be the first in order to stay in line
And nothing is in order
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Everything is boiling and almost steaming inside of me when you say
“Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood has eternal life”
And I’m full and overeaten, drunk and intoxicated
I don’t want an endless life, I want to live
To spout out the light, to burst out the darkness
In which they’ve led me on a leash like a dog
Others, showing me where to urinate and where to lay
To put on a mask and pretend that I love until I begin to believe that I love,
Persuade myself to love
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I hesitate
I listen as words come into my ears and I let them work, twist around
I’m not giving up but I am afraid to continue
And that is not the same
I’m frightened that
I talk stupid
Look stupid
That my foot is too big to
Step out
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The freedom is inside of me
Well then, I’m free as I will
To humbly serve
To obey
To remain
In place
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Uvek ce se naci neka dusa koja cita poeziju.:-) Drzim palceve.;-)
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